Circus.
Mis direction is no direction. The Key to all this shit is having a purpose or a goal. In real time a goal or purpose might not seem like anything but if it’s a goal you’re chasing then give your self time to allow the purpose within that to show it self.
Take some time to focus on what you want out of this shit(life). Start by finding something you believe in. Ain’t gotta be no religion just something you feel connected to.
“when you loose spiritually, you loose mentally, and when you loose mentally, you loose in life.”
It’s similar to a circus, chaotic, different acts, different distractions, but they all are structured. The only thing that isn’t really structured or rehearsed is the Clown. Doing anything to keep the crowd engage until the real acts are ready.
Don’t be a Clown.