Unrecognizable.

The shit I think and go through is only because i’m not pushing myself enough. I do enough to standout, but I don’t do enough to separate myself. I haven’t been able to dig deep, and it’s because I haven’t had to. I haven’t been consistently disciplined enough with myself to say i’m THE BEST. I’ve shown consistency to others with my work, but where have I honestly been consistent with things others don’t see? Thats the difference, that’s where true separation happens. In order to be the BEST you have to separate yourself.

“2 years after today I will be unrecognizable.”

I will lose friends, I will Lose Love, and I’ll lose what i’m most comfortable with, which is my old self. I won’t regret any of the sacrifices i’m about to make, nor will I live in the past. I realized the more I live in the past the more foggy my vision gets, and thats DEAD! I love you Allen!

I love you Too!